Damn it!!!!Nowadays very unlucky sia and it all because mrs. chiang. she kept giving me all these trouble and now wynnette hates me not only wynnette the whole class despise me even more then yesterday, the preasure is too much i am going crazy, am i going to be a loner? I thought by giving up my job as head of management would solve everything, i have enough enemies in my primary school i did not intend to have more enemies, i felt very scared what mrs.chiang want for me? Worse still, wynnette cried during CME period i would be the one who caused her to cry! Now i feel like crying so much that i cant cry at all i have never felt so sad ever since my mum and dad seperated. what am i going to do? i could never forgive myself for making wynnette cry, its all my fault i am really what YiXin said i will never suceed in life, and izy, i once said that maybe i was able to help others but i could never help myself, one day i will definately kill myself one of this days, somebody please help me……..i really wish i was dead, i dont wish to live anymore…..